Monday, May 2, 2011

Insanity

So its after chior pactice (for the church chior mind you) my girlfriend Roxi txts me saying shes having a problem with her dads bitchin. So hauled my ass over there. When I got there I didnt even make it up to the door before it opened and hse told me we should just go sit in the truck. While we sat there talkin, she brought up the subject of finding a ringtone for eachother. Simple stuff. Then I thought about a song. Everyday, Samethang by ZRO. As I got to thinking about it, I started remembering about the days before. When I thought I had everything I needed. Just gettin by on myself and not relying on anybody else. I used to have the THE money, THE job, THE car. I thopught I as invincible. I had everything that made other people jealous and all the good stuff that made people wanna be me.
 What happened??   I bet some are asking.... Well. All I have to say is bullshit to it. I didnt jave it all. It wasnt as good as i led it to be. I just hid it all behind an arrogant face and the infamous IDGAF attitude. I was just pissed off at the world for fucking me over. And I had good reason to be..... Anyways..  As I was thinking about all of this I realized that.... Well Now I have everything I need plus some. Because she came along and I found a REAL person. One who actually cares. Yeah sure Im a little crazy. She is too.  But I love her to death and always will. Skeptical or not to Love At First Sight. You might be. Or you might not be. But trust me. When that one special person walks into your life like Roxi walked into mine. Youll know that its the one. 
  Thats all I gotta say fa now. Im out